"I Get To": A Journey Through Faith and Photography
"I Get To": A Journey Through Faith and Photography
Life has a curious way of guiding us through unexpected turns, and sometimes the most profound moments come from the simplest of realizations. For me, one such moment came in the form of a whisper—an inexplicable, divine nudge that changed everything. I heard God say, “I get to do photography.” Those words shifted my perspective in ways I never imagined and deeply impacted my outlook on life and my faith.
From Ambition to Meaning
Fifteen years ago, my dreams were grand and ambitious. I started my journey with aspirations of becoming a fashion photographer in sunny California. I was eager to capture the glamour and glitz, imagining a future filled with high-profile shoots and dazzling experiences. But life had different plans. Instead of the path I envisioned, I was led to adopt my niece, now my daughter. This unexpected turn was not part of my plan, but it turned out to be one of the best and most pivotal moments of my life.
The transition from chasing a high-profile dream to embracing the role of a mom was profound. It taught me the importance of making a difference in someone else’s life, rather than focusing solely on my own ambitions. As I took on this new role, I found a deeper meaning and purpose in my life. This journey had its fair share of struggles, but I did learn to find joy in the everyday moments, even if they weren’t aligned with my initial dreams.
A New Dream Emerges
As I settled into my new role, I found that photography was still a part of who I was. My dreams of becoming a fashion photographer were put on hold. I realized that portrait photography could be my new focus. Portrait photography with a fashion spin. I poured my heart into capturing the essence of people through my lens, finding beauty in family portraits, weddings, and senior sessions.
The journey was fulfilling, and I achieved a level of success that brought me joy. However, as life continued to unfold with marriage and growing responsibilities, I found myself struggling to balance it all. The demands of motherhood and family life became my priority, and my photography business had to take a backseat.
The Divine Whisper
It was during this period of transition that I heard a whisper: “You get to do photography.” I was sitting in my car, contemplating my life and my new-found faith in Christ. It was a moment of clarity, an understanding that photography was not just a career but a gift—a privilege. It was something I get to do. This shift in perspective brought a new sense of peace and gratitude.
Faith and Perspective
Life’s twists and turns, including divorce and struggles to find my footing, have tested my faith. Yet, through it all, I have learned to place my trust in God’s plan. The verse from Proverbs 16:9 resonates deeply with me: “The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.” It’s a reminder that while I can make plans and set goals, ultimately, it is up to God to pave the way.
As doors open and close, I find comfort in knowing that my path is being directed by God. Whether I am deeply involved in photography or focusing on my role as a mother, I am learning to embrace each opportunity with gratitude. The peace that comes from trusting in Jesus and accepting His plan for my life is a peace that surpasses all understanding.
Finding Peace in the Journey
In the end, it’s not just about capturing moments through a camera lens but about embracing the journey. Photography remains a passion and a dream, but it’s now intertwined with a deeper understanding of purpose and faith. By aligning my dreams with God’s will, I find contentment in each moment and peace in the midst of uncertainty.
So, whether I’m behind the camera or finding fulfillment in the everyday aspects of life, I carry with me the profound realization that I get to do photography. I get to be a mom. I get to go on walks. I get to read my bible… And more importantly, I get to live a life of faith, guided by the grace and love of Jesus.
